we said our last farewell John. Time seems to be going so quickly but it is still like everything in in slow motion for me. Kim popped round earlier and we talked about you with the greatest of love and fondness. It was still like you was out in the garden and would come in for your cuppa. He has gone now and it is back to a eerily quiet home. I miss not having the tv on louder that I need as you couldn't hear it properly and you saying 'is the kettle on then?' I am trying very hard to be stronger but it is so hard. Love you so much John xxxxxxxxxxx