At exactly this time 11 months ago the hospital were trying their best to revive you while I looked on. I felt so totally helpless - I had always been the miracle worker yet I couldn't do the one thing I desperately wanted to do. A huge part of me died with you and will never revive - that's just the way we were wasn't it. Inseperable until 11 months ago when my whole world fell apart. Til we can sit holding hands again , be happy wherever you are xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx