Good morning my lovely! Not a day goes by without that numb feeling of emptiness in my heart. Tomorrow will be the 11 month 'anniversary' of the day you left and on Saturday we (a fellow lady who lost her soul mate on holiday just before you 'went') were again talking about those traumatic days but saying that you both will only ever hold our hearts. There is no room for anyone else EVER! We were saying that hopefully you are both together looking down on us and saying what silly so and sos we are when we have our meltdowns. You gave me the best years of my life John and for that I will be eternally grateful my sweet. Take care my lovely. xxxxxxxxx