Hello my lovely John I am so pleased to tell you that West Ham beat Crystal Palace 3 - 1. Brilliant goals and a well deserved win. This time of night is when I feel so alone without you here with me. It has been a very slightly better week for me as I managed to get a few things sorted out. Before I lost you , I would have finished what is now taking me a month , in a morning but at least I am now getting some things sorted albeit as a snails pace. Hoping you are resting in peace watching over me In my heart forever With all my love and cuddles xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx