I sometimes wonder when I sit and think about everything - thinking is something I have plenty of time to do now - did we subconsciously know something was going to happen sometime soon. These past couple of years we hadn't seen as many of our friends and family as we would have liked and then from mid August we had visits from friends and family we hadn't seen for years. Then on Sept 15th we flew to Florida and had visits from our friends Crystal, Paul and 'baby' James - the last time we had met them was when James was just a bump, 2 years ago. The Angela and her family called in and last but definitely not least Lana came to visit. Do you remeber all the times we would go shopping with Lana and she would always show you her 'babies' in their new outfits - you would always be so interested as Lana had a special place in your heart. You said that any friend of mine was a friend of yours and Lana is certainly a friend to cherish and treasure. We always said that there is a big black book up above and when you are born , the day you are to leave this world is entered. Nothing can ever change that. How 'nice' it was for everyone to have visited in the last couple of months you were with me - I am so grateful that they all had a chance to say hello to you before having to bid you farewell. We all miss and love you John , so very much. xxxxxxxxxx