Hello my darling John I have been thinking about you so much lately and missing you like crazy. Little things I am trying to do , some of the things we were going to do when we got back from Florida last October. Everything is such an effort without you and some things hardly seem worth it with just me here now. I love you and miss you so much - that will never change. Nearly 9 months without you but that means 9 months closer to me joining you. Take care my love xxxxx