Hello John We are back now and life as I have been living since you left has returned. I know I have to try to get my brain sorted but just can't seem to do anything yet - I know you would be telling me to rearrange my new life and not to be sad but for me the time is not yet! In 2014 I intend to get everything we had been planning to do at home sorted although there won't be the satisfaction of us both being able to walk around once it is all done. Be back soon All my love to my very special man xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx