Hello my darling John, Had a session with the counsellor today - she is so understanding and just waits for me when I cry. She really understands HOW I feel now and makes me feel am not going bonkers. Why , after 6 months , do I still think you are going to come back? I still want just one more conversation , one more cuddle and one more kiss from you. If I knew where you were and that your mum and dad were looking after you , I would feel a lot more at peace. Take care my lovely , and rest peacefully til I come and join you. With all my love now and forever xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx