Yet another week is almost gone with so many sad times - Had my 2nd counselling session Thursday and apparently the way I am feeling is normal. Mum went with me to collect the last few bits from the funeral home so I don't need to go back there, thank goodness. Still can't believe you aren't going to come waltzing up the front path and ring the doorbell again - not sure WHEN that will eventually sink in. You have and always will have a huge space within my heart - just praying that the pain eases. It will never never go away but maybe someday the pain will be replaced by a little bit of peace. Love you forever and a day John. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx