The start of another week without you John and I am feeling so sad. So much support and so many words of encouragement , but none help me now. It's bad enough getting out of bed in the morning and finding that you are not there with me, but all through the day I want to be doing all the things I helped you with , to be needed again. The feeling of emptiness is overwhelming most of the time , even looking at our pics of happy times isn't enough. Memories are wonderful but they are not enough for me now - I would rather have you here! All my love xxxxxxxxxxxxxx