This is the 3rd Christmas we have been apart and it still rips my heart out. Even after 2 years it still doesn't feel real and I now wonder if it ever will. We (Lee Lisa Chloe and Cato) are going round to mum and dad's for Christmas day - David and co are flying over so there will be 11 of us - there should be 12!
I will be going away for a week with a friend Tina who I met after I lost you - she lost her love just days before you so we know exactly how each other are feeling.
The we start 2016. We should be spending it together , planning our new trips and living.
Love you like I always have from the day I set eyes on you!
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