This will be my first Christmas without you John and it saddens me as I can always remember how much you loved your Christmas dinner followed by Xmas pud!
David and Nette have invited mum , dad and me to stay with them over the holidays which is so kind of them.
We will all remember you and raise a toast to you but I so wish you were going to be there in person.
Thinking of you every minute of every day with such a heartful of love .
With all my love forever.
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