Praying that your grief eases and your lovely memories comfort you. We must grieve for our precious loved ones but I pray it will get easier for you, the loss not so raw. I can only feel for you and I do. Let the memory of how lucky you both were to have had each other, for the time you had,the memories you will always have they won't ever leave. I pray for the peace of the Lord for you during this very hard time of adjustment. God bless.